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Mar 28, 2007, 9:26 PM
hello people! yesterday was fine la with movie and kbox everything, looking forward that i can meet hippo in the late afternoon. but everything didnt went that well la, after he called me saying that he accompany his friends to funan so meet me straight at city hall at 6. so of course i was abit disappointed la but ok la nvm, worse thing is that he say he going to eat with his friends then ask me to like join them. but is like i was thinking that i could have some time with him la is lik since after his school re-open i dont get to spend alot of time with him but in the end he will want to eat dinner with his friends. ok i know later we'll get to spend time together alone but it is just a few hours and i got to go home those. okay i am just being selfish or what but it's lik you get to spend time with your friends from monday to friday lik so many hours la then i thought that i could spend some time with you but it always seem to me that it is so difficult to. what can i do? sometimes i just want a msg from you or wad but it's lik no there will always be none. and do you know how disappointed am i? since you've know then you say you'll msg me or wad but it is just for the following day and BOOM it all goes down to drain again. so what if i tell you you'll not do so. it's like in school you're so busy till you just cant send me one msg, not a single one, and i am liks so disappointed sometimes la. you know how sad can i be when you only msg me after your school which is lik 3 plus or 4 plus it's like three quarter of the day already. you know what i get so envious of people when their boyfriend will msg them in the day and when i dont get any you know how i feel? i feel so terrible, thinking why, why is it always lik that. i dont know who to say but yar when i am with you i am really happy and it is really from bottom of my heart.
what can i do? friends ask me to say, yar i know say but how to start this topic? i dont want to be a spoil spot or wad. sometimes i really envy.. enough saying. stop.
today:
yar out the whole day again. deadbeat. i thikn my body is going to collaspe anytime and i am running a fever now. ahh and my head is killing me with it's terrible headache. oh. i think i've just got to get use to everything now[just random]. tmr will be a home stay but maybe at night going for prayer meeting. so rest first before going out. and hippo's sick, i don really wish to see him sick la. okay now thinking i think i am just a unreasonable person, feel so bad, so sorry and i'll try to be an independent person! :D ahhhh i really feel uncomfortable la. going to die soon. GOD pls bless me. but something that to make me better is that i've got YOU two in my life and this makes my life so worth living. better get going brother is nagging. damm it. effing pissed off by him!! *idfhsiuhfisuhgiurhgie*
our hearts are so close yet so far.
i loveeeeee youuuuu.Y
GOD BLESS.Y