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NANYANG POLY.
4 JANUARY.
touch and you rot.
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Aug 30, 2007, 11:14 PM
it's been around one year.
how i wish my legs were like this.
cam-whore!
korea chocolate latte! yum!
this cup cakes is duper nice man.finally, my exams has drawn to an end. i realised that i havent got any SWEET NICE sleep ever since last friday till now, and these are all to blame on last minute of study. it's my style uh, so this always happen during examination period but i think this is the ever first time i would ever wake up so early to study[normal i give them a hack:D]
just came back from ps, went to watch 881 with darling his mom and his sister. it's a nice show alright, go watch. i had always thought that this show will sure be a boring one, but it turned out that the show is nice, funny yet touching especially at the last part where the xiao mu gua dying, damn sad la. nice nice nice, i am so going to ask mummy to watch since she liked the liu ling ling alot. anyway, she's really one funny woman.
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sometimes i really wonder, why do all bad things happen that fast and once it happens, they all come at once? isnt that totally so unfair for those people? they just come to a point where they have met some unhappy moment in their life and before they could really react another tragic thing happen. this does not only like imply to those drama shows but in real life this really does happen. i, myself experience all these shit before and i know exactly how it feels and really it does not feel good at all. to be exact, torturing but all these just come to this point where i may feel so numb that i left everything behind and start anew. though this is not referring to health, but now i think my body aint doing that well too, i am getting this frequent stomach pain and i know that this is not just those normal kind. actually i am scare as i know that my stomach isnt that good all along, maybe it's something bad going on inside my body i really dont know. maybe i am thinking too much but i am scare not even mentioning going for a doctor visit. after watching 881, i really got inspired by the girl who died eventually because of cancer. though she didnt live long, but i guess her life isnt that mundane but a fruitful one cause she got to do things that she really wanted to do.
what do i want to do? those things that i want to do are so far away from me, sometimes i really question myself, what have i been doing recently? NOTHING, it's that pathetic and i feel so, so aimless and lost sometimes. i need someone to really guide me, i admit that i really cant be independent and i nitpick at almost every single thing which makes me such a difficult person. i am so going to change my boring poly life to one fruitful one.
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these are all some stuffs though it's all mix here and there:D
anyway, i'm happy okay, just the i dont know feeling that's all.
i need that safe feeling,
it's that important to me.
GOD BLESS.YYY