Over and over again♥

BORED! at home, and there's no one who can talk to me.

[darling just called me:D] he always call me when he's in the toilet and he said that he thinks of me whenever he's in the toilet. like what the can.

what a disastrous week i have, i'm scare of headache, really. i really pray that my headache will go off now, it's giving me fearful nights these days. i told myself that no matter what i must be happy and not to be thinking of those bad things.

lying on my mum's bed with my lappy beside me and tv on, i feel so empty. for i dont know why, it's like i'm scare of being alone now. thinking back this year hasnt been a fruitful one for me besides having boyfriend, friends and family around me. but 2008 is coming like just in 1 month plus, by that time i will be 18!!!!!!!!! i've got so many wishes in my mind on and i wish that i can have all of them fulfilled!

but before that, i want to have a beautiful white christmas! genting!!!!! i'm so looking forward to it can! going back to my show now and start thinking of what i want to eat for dinner later cause boyfriend is going to buy for me:D hmmmmmmmmmm

and of course sleeping time for me!

CCN day tmr, i think i'll be going school to play and not to study though there's still lesson till 12, but who cares.

i miss school

i miss henderson

i miss my girls

i miss my friends

i miss my healthy self

i miss jeffrey wong

you've done so much for me,

accompany me till so late these nights.

all these really matters so much to me

and of course i really need you by my side.

i love you more than anything baby.

YYY

GOD BLESS.

i want to be healthy again.

YYY