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NANYANG POLY.
4 JANUARY.
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Mar 29, 2008, 1:15 AM
just why cant my parents understand? never will they understand how i feels and what i am thinking.sometimes, maybe just sometimes, i really wished that my parents were those that will support you in everything and thinks that you make the right decision. &&& they wont just blame you for coming home late those kind, and they should know that i'm just not those good little school girl who goes straight home kind. since like when they know i'm those kind, never, ever since secondary school i've been always like this. even if i wanted to change, in your pair of eyes i'll never can change because you will not see the change, even if it's happening right in front of your eyes. parents always think that they are right just because they are out in the society for a onger time as compared to us. but like why just they change their mentalities? what's so diffcult if i'm willingly to change but they are not. as what people always say 'it takes to hand to clap', and though this may sound cliche but ya this totally make sense!
EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE MY FAULT, and ya if this could make them feel better then i will be more than satisfied to do it willingly, in order to stop this quarrel. shucks, i nearly lose my voice after the whole conflict, fuck. i realy think that even if i were to prove that i can change or what, my dad sure will be able to find another topic to shoot me and start scolding. though parents always say that they dont want to scold us or even to lsoe their temper, but some things they really cant make it. I MEANT SERIOUSLY! i just feel like they telling them straight to them, dont think that i can even go.LOL.
i wished that there's this well in front of me now, so that i can jump down anytime i feel like just like in case, if the group is not doing well then we should ask for doing pepaer work 1. i really wish that, really everytime, every day!