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NANYANG POLY.
4 JANUARY.
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Apr 1, 2008, 11:10 PM
the biggest joke ever happened to me on april fool's today, nanyang poly called and told me that i'm being accepted into accountancy and finance. yes, my dream course, now i'm confused on whether to go on MI or to transfer. but actually and honestly, i do have an answer inside my heart, but if really i cant persuade or to say my parents wont allow me to go for the course then i shall just let myself drown in MI for the next 3 years. not that the school is bad, it fine with wonderful friends around me everyday. but this thing came so unexpectedly and i'm pretty shocked about that too. yea, my dad and mum were totally so turned off by me when i told them that nanyang had accepted me. i really wished that they are those who will say, just do the things you like and we'll support you all the way. apparently i know this will never ever happen cause my parents aint that kind. i need this kind of parents now, like SERIOUSLY!
i dont even dare to talk nor to face them now, fearing that some quarrels might pop-out of no where during this time. i dont want myself to have puffy eyes to school tmr, but i feel so sad inside. i feel like crying my hearts out, but i know this wont help. crying only makes one feels better but does not help t solve the problem. i am 18, i think i ought to do something or to think of something to tell my parents of what i'm thinking now. i think i shall email my dad to let him know. talking him straight to the face wont do any good for both parties.
life is soooooooo torturing to me at this point of time, i feels like GOD is putting me on april fool's joke and HE wants me to learn how to overcome it at the same time. suffocating inside, tying to be strong on the outside and this is the only thing i can do now. shucks this really suck big time, and this big time is running short each day. 9 APRIL is the last day, by that time i think i will be long dead in my own world.
hitting the boat soon, nights!
TRAINING TMR:)